How long have I been in this storm?

So overwhelmed by the oceans shapeless form, water's getting harder to tread, with these waves crashing over my head. If I could just see you, everything would be all right, if I could see you, this darkness would turn to light. And I will walk on water, and you will catch me if I fall, and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be all right, and everything will be all right. I know you didn't bring me out here to drown, so why am I ten feet under and upside down, barely surviving has become my purpose, because Im so used to living underneath the surface.

but everything's alright;