i wake in a sweat again, another nightmare.
another day's been, i've wasted time.
i'm stuck in my head again, thinking about everything.
feeling like I'll never come home.
there's no escape from this, my mind is the enemy.
i've given up, i'm sick of feeling like this.
there's nothing you can say that will take the pain away.
i'm suffocating from my own misery.
what the fuck is wrong with me?
i don't know what to do.
i'm scared, i'm not strong enough to fight.
searching for help somehow, somewhere.

and no one cares, no one understands.